Friday, May 31, 2013


Dear God,

I know it's been a while since I've talked you. I should be better at this but to be honest I'm really not! Praying is probably the one thing I suck at. Well you probably know this already about me since you know everything lol. 

Anyways God, I pray for Megan this morning. I pray that her surgery goes well and that you keep her safe while she's under. I know she's had surgery before but I still pray that you make everything go well so that alisa doesn't have to worry. 

God I pray for my Furbby and that's he's safe somewhere. He hasn't come home yet and I pray that you bring him back to my family and I. He needs to be home with his family. Plus I already lost one cat, I don't really want to lose another one :(
Anyways God, I pray you give me strength with all that's been going on in my life. I know I have a tendency to forget to work on our relationship. In your precious name, 

Wednesday, May 29, 2013

Where do I begin..

 Wow! This past week/s has seriously been extremely tough for me. I feel as If everything is just crumbling into little pieces. I have sooooo many issues to deal with in so little time... 
 I have to deal with something that's been an issue for as long as I've been with my boyfriend (1.5 years!!!) and that's going to be very hard. I've honestly never been this nervous/scared about anything in a very long time. And what sucks on top of that is the fact that I get very little support on this issue. I mean would is kill to have someone take pride in me or back me up or something... :( 
 I've also felt as if I'm doing everything wrong for some reason. Or at least with Reno.. I apparently can't do anything right when it comes to him. I love him so much and wouldn't trade him for anything, but for some reason recently I've had a hard time dealing with his issues and our relationship. I know relationships are hard work and I wouldn't give up on him no matter what but I feel like no matter how I react to him, I get negative feed back.. I know God will get us through this or anything for that matter. Or at least help guide me in my next step. 
 Man I came on here to rant about how to deal with issues in a Christ like manner, and ended up complaining about how I can't do anything correct these days. Sigh.. Oh well. That's why I created this blog! To write what I feel! Take it or leave it. 

Thursday, May 16, 2013

New to this blog idea!

So one day I randomly decided to create a blog. I figured since I always have all these random thoughts, I should have place to put them! I have no intentions of this blog becoming popular or even have an audience. I personally just want a place to put my random thoughts. They may have meaning to others, they may have insight, or they may just be completely random! We'll just wait and find out...