Wednesday, July 31, 2013

It's been a while

It's been a while since I've written anything on here. I guess lots has been happening so I haven't found time to sit and write.
I am currently on my lunch break with this new job I started about a month ago and all I could think about is how to help with everything g that's been going on. 
It may not seem like me but I do try to help everyone I can, even if they've hurt me. I guess I just have a kind heart? I don't know. 
The first person I want to help is Reno. I knows he's been going through a lot this past summer and I'm trying to find way to help him without being too much. I know I have a tendency to be too much and I know it pushes him away :( but I guess I just haven't found that balance yet. I want to be the one he can't live without. I know sounds very cliche and totally not me but I love this man. I don't think everyone realizes it but I do. I want to spend the rest of my life with this man and be there for him through thick and thin. I know our relationship has been kind of rocky. Especially this summer with us being busy and personal issues with others that put a strain on us but I try my hardest to keep us going. I hope he realizes that I do try and that I'm not like his past. I'm his future. 
Wow this has been a small rant that I didn't indent to make but hey. That's why I have this blog.