8/9/13

Dear God,

Thank you for everything you've blessed me with in my life thus far. I know a lot of it couldn't be done without you. 

Lord, I pray for Reno. I pray that you be with him tonight as he struggles his addition reacting from stress. I know he needs you even if he strays away at times. I also pray that you help him deal with the stress he's going through. 

I pray for myself God. I pray that you help me get through my emotions with people and ex's. I know I can't deal with this on my own. I need you to be with me; help me through it all. 

In your mighty name, 

Amen. 

8/8/13

Dead God,

I pray for a lot of things tonight. I pray that you be with Reno and help guide him in the direction you have planned for him. I also pray that you be with him tonight and help him with his addiction. 

I pray for myself Lord, that you help me get through this next week being around ex's. I pray that you help me through my issues with that and help Reno understand what I'm going through so he can help me as well. I also pray that you help me decide about this job issue. Inadvertently until tomorrow. 

Thanks of Lord for always being there for me and loving me,

Amen 

8/7/13

Dear God,

 Thank you for everything you've done for me. I feel so blessed. 

Lord, I pray for Reno. I know he has a lot of different emotions going on and some decisions he doesn't like so I pray that you be with him through everything. I also pray that you be with him tonight as he struggles to heal from this addiction. 

I pray for myself, that you'd heal me from this pain and also to guide me on my decision with this job. No matter what, you already have a plan. 

In your name,

Amen

8/6/13

Dear God,

Thank you for always being there for me even when I don't deserve it sometimes. 

I pray for Reno as he's dealing with lots of emotional stress with Rachel and I pray you help him through it all and show him what to do next. I also pray that you be there for him tonight as he's struggling with certain issues. 

I pray for myself Lord. I pray that you show me which way to go with this job I'm struggling at. I also pray that you heal me from this infection. It's not very fun. 

In you're precious name,

Amen 

8/4/13

Dear God,

I thank you for everything that you've done in my life this past year and 8 months. You've truly showed me what it's liked to be saved and loved by your Son. I thank you for that. 

Lord, I pray for Reno and his addiction.  I pray that you be with him and help him through everything that's been going on. I know he needs you now more than ever so I pray that you lead him in the right direction. 

I also pray for myself. I have a lot going on and I pray that you show me where to go from here.  Should I stay at this job or should I go back to the school district? Lead in the right direction and show me your plan. I also pray for my health and that you heal me quicker than normal. I really don't like this infection. 

In you mighty name,

Amen. 

8/3/13

Dear God,

 

I don't know what to do. I feel as if I'm not doing anything right and everything feels like its Falling apart. Help guide me in the right direction. 

I pray for Reno. I know he's about to reach his stress limit so I pray that you comfort him and lead him to be the strong man I know he is. I also pray that you be with him tonight. Help him stray away with temptation and free him of his addiction. I know he's struggling to do it on his own. That's why he needs you. 

I pray for myself God. I pray that you heal me from my health issues. I'm really struggling with this H pylori I have going on. I also pray that you be with me tonight and help me be pain free so I can attempt to sleep. 

I'm your night and strong name,

Amen. 

It's been a while

It's been a while since I've written anything on here. I guess lots has been happening so I haven't found time to sit and write.

I am currently on my lunch break with this new job I started about a month ago and all I could think about is how to help with everything g that's been going on. 

It may not seem like me but I do try to help everyone I can, even if they've hurt me. I guess I just have a kind heart? I don't know. 

The first person I want to help is Reno. I knows he's been going through a lot this past summer and I'm trying to find way to help him without being too much. I know I have a tendency to be too much and I know it pushes him away :( but I guess I just haven't found that balance yet. I want to be the one he can't live without. I know sounds very cliche and totally not me but I love this man. I don't think everyone realizes it but I do. I want to spend the rest of my life with this man and be there for him through thick and thin. I know our relationship has been kind of rocky. Especially this summer with us being busy and personal issues with others that put a strain on us but I try my hardest to keep us going. I hope he realizes that I do try and that I'm not like his past. I'm his future. 

Wow this has been a small rant that I didn't indent to make but hey. That's why I have this blog. 

Xoxo💜